FIC: Hush (AI RPF, Adam/Tommy, NC-17)
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moonmelody asked for "Adam/Brad or Adam/Tommy or threesome" and my immediate response was "threesome yay!" because that's pretty much my response to a potential threesome in any fandom, but then somehow this happened instead.Disclaimer: No disrespect intended to any of the persons depicted herein, who I hope are all living happy and fulfilled lives with their partner(s) of choice. This is purely fictional, and not in any way intended as an accurate representation of reality.
Hush
AI RPF. 1300 words. NC-17. Adam/Tommy. Contains: gagging
Adam fastens the gag tightly, inadvertently tangling a few strands of Tommy's hair in the knot, then bodily turns him to read the expression on his face. Tommy doesn't look uncertain or deterred at all. He doesn't even look uncomfortable. In fact, he looks as eager as ever.
"Okay?" he says, and Tommy nods his head. "And you know how to stop me?" Tommy nods again. Well, all right, then. If he wants this and Adam wants this, then that's all that needs to be said. By Tommy, anyway. Adam runs a thumb along Tommy's damp lower lip and then starts unbuttoning his shirt.
Adam actually gets this a lot, people who come to him curious, responding to his admittedly blatant sexuality. He very rarely takes them up on it, knowing they don't mean it, that they'd balk at the first sign of actually sexual contact. But Tommy is different. Tommy is persistent. And Tommy likes girls, sure, but there's something genuine in his interactions with Adam. His curiosity isn't just academic.
Tommy gets off on limits. At least that's what he said late one night after a show and a bottle of something that Adam remembers as tequila but could have been something else, actually. He talked about girls who tied him up, girls who denied him orgasms, girls who made him beg.
Adam kind of doesn't want to hear about girls anymore.
So the gag is Adam's answer to both of their needs.
"I'm going to tell you everything I'm doing," says Adam, pushing Tommy down on the bed. "And you're going to listen to me, and you're going to let me."
Tommy's only answer is to let Adam plant him on his face on the bed, spread his arms and strip his pants off, leaving them inside out on the floor. There's a book within reach beside the bed, thick and heavy and not easily jarred. If it hits the floor, Adam stops.
"Relax," he says, crawling over him and tugging lightly on the back of the gag. Tommy's head tilts back with it. "You said you've done this before."
With girls.
He straddles his back and puts his hands on Tommy's shoulders and squeezes. "Relax," he says again, "or I'm going to have to help you with that."
It's not a threat though, it's a promise, and he rubs Tommy's shoulders until his arms go slack, until he begins to feel the tension in Tommy's back begin to release. Tommy hardly moves, but Adam thinks that'll change once they really get started. Tommy can move all he wants. He just can't talk.
Adam moves down his body till he's sitting on Tommy's knees and kneading his ass. "I going to finger you now," he says, stretching to grab the lube from next to the book. Not a lot, though. Barely at all, just a tease. He wants him relaxed enough so they can fuck, not so relaxed that he's bored. "And I don't have small girly fingers."
Tommy makes a noise like he's trying to say something, then his eyes go wide and he shuts right up again. Adam smiles and suspects it was not alarm so much as meant to be some kind of defense of the women he's been with. Maybe they had big hands, Adam has no idea. He's not going to ask.
He doesn't skimp on the lube but he doesn't treat Tommy like fine china either, pressing two fingers inside him and resting a hand on the small of his back when he squirms. He's tight, but not because he's clenching up or trying to resist. He's just small and tight and Adam actually shivers a little as he thinks about fucking him; he slides his fingers in a little harder, almost a thrust, and Tommy's only response is to shove back at him.
"Fuck this," says Adam, pulling his fingers out and wiping them on the bed skirt. "You don't need this." Tommy turns his head to look at him and Adam says again, "You don't need this," and waits until Tommy believes him.
All Tommy needs to do is relax and let it happen, and it'll be fine. It'll be good. Adam isn't just doing this to get off, after all. He has plenty of people willing to do that with him, any place and any time. This is...something else. Hot and not exactly romantic but still...intimate, in a kind of a weird and new way.
"I'm going to fuck you now," he says, and doesn't tell him any more than that, splitting his legs and positioning himself between them. Tommy gets with the program pretty fast, his feet scrabbling against the slippery sheets to move into the right position, or what he thinks is the right position. Adam drags them back a little, leaving streaks of lube on his ankles, then lines himself up and begins to push.
Tommy's hand flails in the direction of the book, and Adam pauses for a fraction of a second but his hand falls again a moment later so Adam keeps going, pushing inside slow and steady. False alarm. He's hyperaware, though, that as much as Tommy brags about what he's done, it's never been like this.
"Maybe next time I'll eat you out," says Adam, even though they've never negotiated a next time, and there may very well never be one. He just likes the effect his words have on Tommy, can see and feel that his cock twitches. Adam doesn't touch it, not yet, but he watches as Tommy rubs himself off against the bed as Adam starts to fuck into him, long, solid, confident strokes.
He knows what he's doing here, he knows what he likes and suspects that Tommy doesn't even know what he likes yet, but Adam keeps an eye out for signs that there's anything he doesn't. Tommy never makes an actual move to stop him, never does anything to make Adam think he's anything but a hundred percent into it.
"You're fucking gorgeous like this, you know that?" he says, leaning forward onto his arm and driving into him a little harder. A little faster. Gasping as he can feel his own orgasm approach. Tommy squirms more, clutches at the sheets, and Adam knows it's not just okay but good for him now so he keeps it up for as long as he can. Which, all things considered, is a respectably long time.
He practically feels sparks in his brain as he finally comes, sees them behind his eyelids when he closes his eyes and lets the sensation overtake him. But he doesn't let himself bask in it for too long, not with Tommy still squirming beneath him.
He pulls out and flips him over and jerks him hard and fast, no time to think, no time to cool down, no teasing. Tommy gasps so hard he almost chokes on the gag, then comes all over himself and Adam's hand, spurting hard enough to hit his chest. Adam shakes his hand off, spraying Tommy with droplets of it, then laughs and leans in and actually kisses him for the first time, just on his lower lip, tugging it a little with his teeth.
Tommy swallows and flops back against the bed and Adam can see that parts of the gag are soaked through with saliva.
He moves to take it off, but Tommy shakes his head violently. "Oh," says Adam, his hand falling. "We're not done yet."
Tommy's come is drying on his stomach and his cock is soft between his legs, but somehow he's not ready to be done with these imposed limits yet, and that's interesting.
Adam goes with it. Maybe Tommy isn't the only one who's curious.
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Date: 2010-01-20 12:07 am (UTC)He moves to take it off, but Tommy shakes his head violently. "Oh," says Adam, his hand falling. "We're not done yet."
a;lkjasf;ds omg hot *_____*
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Date: 2010-01-20 08:18 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-01-20 12:29 am (UTC)Well.
That was surprisingly hot.
*chinhands and rereads*
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Date: 2010-01-20 12:37 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-01-20 08:15 am (UTC)Also, I want to give you a GOLD STAR for writing good quality D/s in this fandom. IT MAKES ME HAPPY.
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Date: 2010-01-20 08:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-01-20 12:55 am (UTC)I love your Adam here, so much, by the way!
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Date: 2010-01-20 03:54 am (UTC)Yeah, that's about the extent of my ability to articulate anything right now.
Wow. Hot. Have I said that already???
Oh, and, THANKS!!!!
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Date: 2010-01-20 08:23 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-01-20 04:06 am (UTC)That line makes me 12 kinds of wet......damn I love your shit.....more write more my love.........please
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Date: 2010-01-20 08:32 am (UTC)Re: hot
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Date: 2010-01-20 06:09 am (UTC)Yeah... definitely. Hot. DAMN. I love this so freaking much... I too would be a little hesitant to actually gag someone (like dirty noises) but in this case it worked beautifully. Tommy is my dirty delicious cupcake and just.. UNF. Yeah.
I too agree this would be good form his pov as well. Companion piece, mayyyybe? For cookies?....
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Date: 2010-01-20 08:35 am (UTC)(Am definitely considering the alternate POV! Once I tackle all my other commitments. :D)
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Date: 2010-01-20 10:04 am (UTC)Hot.
Wow.
Hot.
Um.
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Date: 2010-01-22 04:44 am (UTC)He moves to take it off, but Tommy shakes his head violently. "Oh," says Adam, his hand falling. "We're not done yet."
Wonder what was going through Tommy's mind...
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Date: 2010-01-22 09:36 am (UTC)