cjmarlowe

I seem to actually be doing my bingos on themes this year, which is something I always intend to do and rarely manage.

These five all ended up being explorations of the relationship between bodies and identity through solo kink: Steve explores the limits of a body he wasn't born into; Tony recognizes the nature of his engagement with the world around him; Natasha expresses ownership of her own body; Clint reclaims his own self-determination through his closest relationship; Bruce finds ways to circumvent the limitations of his bodily transformation; and Thor confronts his ongoing position as mythic in this world. I think some are more successful than others, but overall I'm really happy with how they turned out.

Mutually Assured Satisfaction (5000 words)
The Avengers (MCU). Steve Rogers & Tony Stark. NC-17. Kink Bingo Square: fisting/stretching. Also contains: voyeurism, sex toys, size kink, unclear consent to voyeurism.
Tony isn't so much introducing Steve to twenty-first century sex as enabling him. Steve already knows what he wants.

Crash (1362 words)
The Avengers (MCU). Bruce Banner. NC-17. Kink Bingo Square: exposure/exhibitionism. Also contains: masturbation, altered mental states.
This is only available for Bruce to enjoy when conditions are exactly right. He has to be alone, to maintain control of the situation. He has to be too exhausted to turn back into the Hulk again. It's now or never, till the next change rolls around.

Natasha, Or Something Like It (1730 words)
The Avengers (MCU). Natasha Romanov. R. Kink Bingo Square: possession/marking. Also contains: tattooing, sensation play.
An exercise in self-ownership.

Thor in his Chariot (1872) (1963 words)
The Avengers (MCU). Thor. NC-17. Kink Bingo Square: mirrors/doubles. Also contains: masturbation.
Thor discovers the legacy he and his kind have left behind on Earth, and grapples with his relationship to that legacy now, as well as the ways that coming face to face with representations of his other self make him feel.

Never Be Lonely (2291 words)
The Avengers (MCU). Clint Barton. NC-17. Kink Bingo Square: object penetration. Also contains: masturbation, semi-serious contemplation of mental health issues, past trauma.
There are very few people in this world that Clint Barton trusts, and he's not even sure he's one of them anymore. Hell, he's never been orthodox before, so why even worry that he's not going for normal ways of reconnecting with himself.

This entry was originally posted at http://cj.dreamwidth.org/23429.html.

Writing-wise, it's been a very good summer. I've been kicking the tires of a new fandom (Marvel Cinematic Universe), writing short pieces while I feel my way around the characters and begin to make plans for larger stories (not all of which I've linked here but all are on my AO3) and it's been interesting. I've never really been able to write in comics fandoms (other than a couple of Batman pieces eons ago) partly because of the sprawling canon and various continuities, but partly because if it can be done, they do it to themselves. From deep character pieces to crazy AUs, it's already a part of canon. But being able to focus on one specific version and continuity (with a few pieces still brought in from others because, well, yes), I feel like I'm on good footing. Yes, everyone and their grandfather was writing in this fandom years ago, I know. And I was into it! I just didn't get the bug to write it till now, and now it has hit hard and Steve Rogers is my life.

But anyway, that's not the point of this post. The point of this post is that, alongside that, it's kink bingo season and I've just finished my first bingo!

Sheltered (2061 words) by cjmarlowe
The Little Mermaid. NC-17. Ariel/Eric. Kink Bingo Square: exposure/exhibitionism. Also contains: keraunophilia (aroused by thunderstorms).
There aren't any other humans out in the storm, but that doesn't mean they're alone.

Covet (1051 words)
The Wizard of Oz. NC-17. Kink Bingo Square: foot fetish/shoe fetish. Also contains: fantasy.
'Good witch' is a comparative title—she doesn't need to be that good to earn it.

Grown Up and Done For (1388 words)
Peter Pan. NC-17. Twin/OMC. Kink Bingo Square: anonymity. Also contains: semi-public sexual activity.
All children, except one, grow up. For the Lost Boys, it's exactly as complicated as you think.

The rainbow comes and goes (1940 words)
Anne of Green Gables. PG-13. Anne/Diana. Kink Bingo Square: sensory deprivation.
The blindfold was like permission, to touch all of the things that she'd never dared before.

Go The F**k To Sleep (1348 words)
Sesame Street. R. Bert/Ernie. Kink Bingo Square: endurance. Also contains: orgasm denial.
It's hard to take care of business, even in the dark, when you share a bedroom with your best friend.


For what are probably obvious reasons, I call this my "sorry about your childhood" bingo. :D It didn't start out that way, but when your first two stories are Little Mermaid (a holdover from last year) and The Wizard of Oz (because I'm rereading the series right now), you kind of want to make the effort to carry that through to the end. I might write some meta later about the choices I made, because it was (for me) a pretty interesting process.

This entry was originally posted at http://cj.dreamwidth.org/22084.html.

I've been meaning to make some sort of a catch up post for ages, but first work took over my life again, and then I got so horribly sick that I've been mostly off work since last week (I say mostly because there were still some things that had to get done, no matter what). But I'm mostly able to breathe again now and I just managed to post something for porn battle right under the wire (I'd intended to go on a porn battle spree this year but apparently my body had other ideas) so here's that at least.


A Kindness (1010 words) by cjmarlowe
Ripper Street. Bennet Drake/Homer Jackson. NC-17.

Drake gets bloody when he fights, that's the only way to do it. He gets bloody and Jackson knows all too well how good that feels sometimes.

This entry was originally posted at http://cj.dreamwidth.org/20154.html.

Okay, yes, I totally acknowledge that no one who requested these ficlets from me is even really in the fandom anymore. And in at least one case, is not in fandom or on LJ at all. But, well, I'm doing some end of the year housekeeping and they're all done and I'm just a completist. I couldn't leave them unfulfilled. It may take me a while, but I will always get there in the end. (I think—and please do tell me if I've missed something!—this is the last of them. My inbox is clear for the first time since 2010.)

So yes. AI and KAB ficlets! No, really.

Disclaimer: No disrespect intended to any of the persons depicted herein, who I hope are all living happy and fulfilled lives with their partner(s) of choice. This is purely fictional, and not in any way intended as an accurate representation of reality.


Kris/Cale. 1135 words. PG. For wildchild1222. High School AU. Sequel to One Night in Jacksonville and Tomorrow Starts Today.
( Beyond That )

Kris/Cale. 1580 words. PG-13. For lithoboly.
( Replay )

Kris/Cale. 2690 words. NC-17. For arabella_hope.
( Midnight Snack )

Kris/Adam. 1190 words. PG. For oatmeal_cookie. Part of the Six Months 'Verse. High school/college AU.
( On The Road )

This entry was originally posted at http://cj.dreamwidth.org/17927.html.

Fourth of five solo kink stories. Just one more to go tomorrow!

Head (1042 words) by cjmarlowe
Suits. Louis Litt. NC-17.
Kink bingo square: oral fixation. Also contains: co-worker fantasies.

Every time he meets someone, Louis imagines them sucking him off.

This entry was originally posted at http://cj.dreamwidth.org/14574.html.

The Id-Ego Conflict (748 words) by cjmarlowe
Suits. Louis Litt. NC-17.
Kink bingo square: enemas. Also contains: voyeurism, commercial pornography.

Louis doesn't apologize for what he likes.

This entry was originally posted at http://cj.dreamwidth.org/13872.html.

It's possible I have been writing a lot this month...

One For The Road (5192 words) by cjmarlowe
Suits. Mike/Rachel. NC-17. AU.
Kink bingo square: oral fixation. Also contains: food play, academic dishonesty

What if Mike and Rachel had met a year earlier, when Rachel's best friend gave her the name of a guy who'll take the LSAT for you.

This entry was originally posted at http://cj.dreamwidth.org/13506.html.

I seem to have committed diving porn again. Oh dear. But I am not alone! Over yonder you can find eudaimon's give me shelter or show me heart, because there is never enough Tom/Riley in the world.

And now, the completely necessary sequel to Free Position:

Scratch (3037 words) by cjmarlowe
Fandom: Diving RPF, Sports RPF
Rating: Explicit
Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Tom Daley/Riley McCormick
Characters: Tom Daley, Riley McCormick
Summary: No matter what he told himself, Riley never really thought it was a one-time thing. He's not wrong. It doesn't happen the way he thinks it's going to, but he can work with that.

This one also quite handily fulfils my kink bingo square "gags/silence".

This entry was originally posted at http://cj.dreamwidth.org/12578.html.

This is for eudaimon. Because of reasons.


Chain of Command
Suits. Jessica/Harvey, Harvey/Mike. 3,400 words. NC-17. [ on AO3 ]
Kink bingo square: penance/punishment. Also contains: pegging, exhibitionism, voyeurism, gags, knifeplay/blades, authority figures, semi-public spaces


( There's safe, and then there's safe, and while Mike might be one of those now, he's definitely not the other. )

This entry was originally posted at http://cj.dreamwidth.org/11643.html.

So this is the big kink bingo College AU project I've been working on all summer. I've been holed up in my bedroom so much this past week trying to finish it on time that I think my roommate only knows I'm alive because she's seen me on Twitter. I'm so tired right now I started losing motor control about two hours ago, but it's finally up. A huge thanks to my girls, who've been teased (and sometimes assaulted) with this for weeks now, and have never stopped being there for me.

Each of these stories is self-contained and can be read individually, but together they chronicle Kris Allen's sexual and romantic adventures throughout his four years at college. So you can read the stories in the order they're intended (particularly if you don't want to be spoiled), but you can also take your chances and click on anything, read it a row at a time, or just read the pairings or kinks you're interested in. Whatever's your preference!

P.S. It's okay to skip the ones you don't want to read. :) The whole thing will still make sense.


Life Is Waiting For You
RPF/KAB RPF/AI RPF. All NC-17. Multiple pairings. Total word count: 82,000





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