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[cjmarlowe]

This is probably a longshot, but does anyone out there have the original Queer As Folk (UK) soundtrack that they have uploaded / can upload for me? I used to have most of the songs but I lost them in a hard drive crash years ago and I've had this unbelievable urge to listen to them lately.

I'll totally write a ficlet or something in exchange, if that's something you're into. Just name your price. :)

Got it, thanks! Though if anyone wants to request a ficlet anyway, I'm completely blocked on everything I'm working on right now and would probably welcome the change of pace. XD Mostly writing spn / cw rpf / leverage these days.

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[karabou.livejournal.com]

I want something with Castiel and Dean. Make it happen! *cracks invisible whip*

i mean...please D:

[cjmarlowe.livejournal.com]

Sometimes Castiel comes to Dean in his sleep, takes him aside in a quiet moment, sometimes his only quiet moments, and tells him what he needs to know, or what he needs to hear. They share a cup of coffee and talk and Dean spouts disbelief while taking in every word Castiel says.

And sometimes Castiel comes to Dean in his sleep silently, not tapping his consciousness, not taking him aside but instead standing and watching him in his most vulnerable moments. Watching his eyelids flutter as he sleeps, as dreams overtake him. Watching his fingers clutch at the thin covers, watching his breath come quicker, watching a flush rise up through his body.

Castiel struggles to understand man, to understand his motivations and desires. He struggles with questions no angel is meant to face, and wonders how frail man is able to understand them so much better.

There are questions he would ask if he dared, questions that he thinks Dean would find intrusive. Invasive. But he doesn't know any other way to discover what he needs to know.

He struggles to understand man. He struggles to understand Dean. But more than that, he struggles to understand himself.

An angel is watching over Dean, but sometimes he can't do anything about what he sees.