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[cjmarlowe]

Yes, I'm a jackass, and yes this is a cryptic post, but I've been thinking this for a while and I just need to say it: I know it's stupid to be hurt by such a small thing, in the grand scheme of things, but I am, and it's making me feel like my time for this particular thing is done and I just didn't know it till now. (eta: I feel the need to add now that this is probably not what you think it is. The problem with cryptic posts is, well. They're cryptic. ♥)

In other, less cryptic, news, I was up so ridiculously early today (like, before 10am), that I decided to get a couple of loads of laundry done before going out this afternoon. This seemed like a less great idea when I was reminded I don't do particularly well with stairs before I'm fully awake. :D Also, they're mopping the basement floor, which means the whole route from my apartment to the laundry room is pretty much a treacherous obstacle course right now.

This might have been a day to just stay in bed and not look at the internets and not attempt to do anything productive, but apparently it's too late now. And if I have to put up with all this crap, I can at least wash it down with a latte when I'm done. :)

Comments

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

*hugs you just 'cos*

And hi :)

[cjmarlowe.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Hi! :D Good to see you again!

[andrealyn]

(Because I have the feeling that I know what this is, Geoffrey was on there and so was Jim Stark, but they were only taken off because of an unnamed thing that I CANNOT SAY YET but it is not a shaft, TRUST ME!)

[cjmarlowe.livejournal.com]

It's a larger thing than that, hon. :) But thank you anyway! That's sweet! I'm still writing my own reply to that post, in between trips through the obstacle course. :D

[andrealyn]

ahaha, I feel so BAD because I knew the timing wouldn't work out, but then I'd feel bad if I doubled.

♥

I get the larger feeling thing though, speaking as someone whose attention span usually short-circuits, which is part and parcel why my large roster is actually helpful and why I need to add to it so much. Otherwise, I just feel like I'm done

[cjmarlowe.livejournal.com]

There, hopefully you just got the other half of the reply. <3

[andrealyn]

I did! ♥

I will force Leah to take a weekend off so I can come and have more Toronto fun and buy more books than I ever need again.

[cjmarlowe.livejournal.com]

I approve of this plan! Books are always the answer.

[eudaimon.livejournal.com]

<3

[cjmarlowe.livejournal.com]

You're so articulate, baby. ♥

[eudaimon.livejournal.com]

I have yet to wake up :b You know I love you, and I'll doubtlessly talk to you about it when I see you,s o, right now, I just convey the love.

[cjmarlowe.livejournal.com]

I'm not even on IM right now. ♥ Anyway, yeah, baby, it's nothing we haven't talked about a hundred times. I just finally had to say it because... yes.

[eudaimon.livejournal.com]

It's always good to get it out there. I am a big believer in this. And I KNOW you're not on IM. I NOTICED :b Just...I fucking love you, okay.

Go, write. Be merry :b

[thaursir.livejournal.com]

I love the CJ.

[cjmarlowe.livejournal.com]

The one, the only? :D

[thaursir.livejournal.com]

The one, the only, accept no substitutes, unimprovable, tasty, awesome liek whoa, liek a million hot dogs CJ. XD

[tarie.livejournal.com]

You are not a jackass. Sometimes the cryptic is necessary. But, feel better about what ever it is. D:

[cjmarlowe.livejournal.com]

Awwwww, thank you. ♥ Really, I'm doing fine (well, other than the fact that I apparently have no writing mojo at the moment). It's really more of a... wistful sadness and frustration thing.

[bsafemydeers.livejournal.com]

Argh, I will not harass you about what it is though I assure you I'm dying to know. That's not a line, I really am. :X

But feel better, and I want to ping you about an awesome idea. <3

[cjmarlowe.livejournal.com]

I am all about awesome ideas!!!

[hot-jupiters.livejournal.com]

Uncle J is ♥ (YOU TOTALLY GOT MY AURP JOURNAL BTW)

That's just about it, really. You can never go wrong with some drive-by appreciashunz.

[bohemian--storm.livejournal.com]

>:E

[deensey.livejournal.com]

<3<3

That is all.

[verdenia.livejournal.com]

re: the cryptic. I've no idea what it is about, nor would I wish to pry, but:

I know it's stupid to be hurt by such a small thing, in the grand scheme of things, but I am

This totally resonated with me. I've felt like that plenty of times... and maybe sometimes the offense wasn't meant, maybe sometimes my PMS was magnifying it, but GAH, I know that feeling.

*HUGS*
♥